Dark Thoughts
Jun 12, 2024
Dark thoughts
I have restricted them from entering into my memory
I try
Try to read
Try to watch
Try to listen to million podcasts
Try to worry about world
Try to add one more certification to spruce up my resume
Try everything and anything but to avoid an empty mind
Why risk even one slip
Why let it project the picture in the memory
It's not worth to face it
It's not worth to have them visit my brain
I hear secrets getting whispered
I see truth getting surfaced
I feel the hair raising discomfort
As I taste the bitter realization
Maybe I am the reason this thought is dark in the first place
Maybe I am the monster